I got no time nah waste
I use it for these benjamins
My pockets stay full with dead presidents
Company is nice but they gon leave you stranded
If it ain't about the dream then you can mark me absent
I'm staying focused now
Don't support me you can bounce
It's almost time nah finally get my moms a house
It's been past overdue
But I can do it now
That woman sacrificed a lot from sleeping on the couch
While she was out breaking her back
I was breaking hearts
I kept using and abusing all these women's parts
The keys in their ignition wouldn't ever start
I can't be moving in a vehicle that's stuck in park
So I switched the keys
Got myself a different breed
No sign of wear and tear that bitch was hella clean
I popped the hood
Everything was looking good
Low mileage you won't ever find that in the hood
6 years that's a f*ckn long relationship
Arguing back and forth bout some stupid shit
Spending all my time tryna make it work
When I should've been inside the booth recording records
Wit Lendarius
When everything was evident
I can still bring up receipts and give you evidence
About these phony mothaf*ckers and these bitches too
They keep on lying to my face but numbers never do
When my brother died
I was thinking all the time
The only way to express it was speaking through these rhymes
He built a studio
I was in my own apartment
Dealing with my issues when he dealt with options
My girl was on the bed getting f*ckn toxic
Screaming out these names can you please drop it
Way to many fights I started loosing sleep
Going through my phone yelling who is she
What about
All of our history
I bet you never told'em what you did to me
That you were talking being flirty right behind my back
I let slide so many times I even took back
I kept hanging on you were begging me to stay
She said everything I did was all a big mistake
Of course I gave in and forgave it all
The lover boy inside of me believed it all
You left me by myself for somebody else
I don't wish you nothing bad I hope he treats you well
Better than I did shit I highly doubt it
You know I did my best to keep us both balanced
Freedom was an issue so I let chu have it
I converted all my bad into these good habits
I'm doing way better than I was before
She expected me to fall but opened up a door