Give me a reason
Give me a reason
Give me a reason to go on
Give me a reason
Give me a reason
Give me a reason to go on
I've been feelin like I'm in a race
And I
I can never keep up
Like I'm nothin but a waste
I been feelin fed up
Always makin mistakes
Always gettin f*cked up
Can't keep up with the pace
Cos I'm a just f*ck up
An that ain't gonna change
That ain't ever gonna change
Nah
Since birth I've been a mistake
Since birth I've been tryna find my way
I keep it in take it day by day
I keep it in but I'm goin insane
Can never win always in last place
I never win I think I need some space
Always been an outcast
Always been a black sheep
Didn't think that it would last
But I cry myself to sleep
When I'm thinkin bout the past
Sometimes it's hard to eat
An I'm fine if ya ask
But I'm not so don't ask
An I don't give a f*ck
I'll just get another bag
Smoke another puff
Anything that I can
Just so I can feel numb
An I know my friends are thinkin
Thinkin I'm a f*ckin bum
And it's fine cos I'm fun
But I'm not it's the drugs
I grew up way too fast
An that shit was fkn tough
Don't know how to be in love
I don't want to but who does
All they ever want is lust
Never wanna be in love
All they wanna do is f*ck
I've been feelin like I'm in a rut
And I think I need a change
Cos I'm feelin like I'm stuck
Always stuck in my own ways
And I never gave a f*ck
Thought that I'd be in a grave
Before I grew up
Before I got to this age
Now I'm all grown up
And nothings really fkn changed
Yeah I'm still the little girl
Who could never fit in
Don't belong in this world
I can never fkn win
Just tryna make it through
Started out with nothin
But That ain't really true
Started out with something
I was goin somewhere
Gave it up for nothin
Now they all stop an stare
Went from books to buzzin
Yeah
Now I'm buzzin
But I got nothin
Dealing with a fkn void
That's unavoidable
An There's still a f*ckin lot
That I don't talk about
Minds a mess
I'm Still tryna sort it out
I try my best
One day I'm gonna work it out
But for now
I just toke it up
I Get a pound
Then I smoke it up
Tryna drown
All this shit up my head
I Go to work
Then It's back to my bed
Cos I'm stuck in a rut
An I can't keep up
Everybody passin by
But I'm still fkn stuck
And I'm Counting down the days
Til I'm back to my old ways
Taking pills all night an day
Losing everything I've gained
I don't wanna be that way
I don't wanna spend another birthday
All alone in detox
Cos I couldn't stay away
From all the fkn drugs
But man was I in pain
I just wanted to be numb
I just wanna be okay
But I can't go back
So I just take it day by day