Mania Madness - Surrender Lyrics

Memories are in my head
Find a place among the dead
And my heart is bleeding red
And we left so much unsaid
What to do when I'm feeling blue
After all still missing you, never felt so damn alone
Found a place to call a home, so I fall upon a stone
And a lone tear drop, why's it feel freezing cold
Like
I can't stop to remember
Maybe I should surrender
I can't stop to remember
Maybe I should surrender
I was in a mood, I'm looking like a fool
What am I supposed to do, it was all because of you
Tryna give my all, in it for the long haul
But something felt off, and something felt wrong
Now I'm bout to fall, only tryna stall
Biding my time, staying in line
But I was just lying to myself, to you
I'm sorry, but lying ain't something I do
I gotta stay true to myself, to everybody else
The loneliness I felt, tryna put it in a shelf
Shying away, trying to stay put together
But I never expected this to end the way it did
Now I'm a mess, I must confess, I'm tired of dealing with the loneliness
Now I realize that's what the feeling is
But still I reminisce
I can't stop to remember
Maybe I should surrender
I can't stop to remember
Maybe I should surrender
I am just tryna forget everything that we done did
Everything that we done said
But I cannot stop to remember, feeling dismembered
When my heart's broken, it's a misfortune
Every night I am still soaking
My pillow with tears unshed, laying in bed
Thinking bout how I ended things over a text
And you didn't stop me, you didn't fight it
Now I'm setting all my feelings on fire
Just hope maybe they will burn brighter
But they didn't cinder barely an ember
They just left me feeling so tender
If all I can do is remember
Maybe I should surrender
I can't stop to remember
Maybe I should surrender
I can't stop to remember
Maybe I should surrender
I can't stop to remember
Maybe I should surrender
I can't stop to remember
Maybe I should surrender