Manny X - Memories.. Lyrics

That's MTwo
Why it always take a lesson to learn?
Do we really enjoy it more when it's earned?
She love me then, she loved me not
They tried to tell me the fire's hot
Why I gotta check if it burns?
This ain't me trying to win you back, chillll
I knew when that ship sailed
It's been years I fell in this trap, for real
Only way out is to let it all unveil
Ever since I broke your heart, I just haven't been the same
I did work to find myself, wish you'd just let me explain
But you don't wanna see me now, plus I heard you moved away
It's okay...
Memories... Got me feeling some way
Feeling some way
Memories... Got me feeling some way
Some way, some way, some way
I remember, I remember... Meteor showers in September
Getting stranded on the side of the highway on Thanksgiving
Or how we spent Doomsday in December; after flames, only embers
Remain... Am I alive in any part of your brain?
Or were the good times from back in the day
Outweighed by the bad and suppressed by the pain?
I know you think that I'm still playing with the same games
I know that I'm the one to blame its a shame shame
I was hurt and afraid, I threw dirt on my name
Can't believe I never made you my main thang
Sorry that I stressed you just to test my luck
I heard you moved out west girl, best of luck
I wasn't trying to mess you up or set you up
You were there before my head blew up
Before I cared about the pics and the bios
Everything changed on Cinco de Mayo
Came for the W like the kid from Ohio
And suddenly it got spicy like Pico De Gallo
Yeah, it was your friend that I was after
But Lord know that would've been a disaster
So I made you smile, provoked your laughter
We locked eyes and began our chapter
Aruba Steve's was the ish tho! $5 Margaritas in a fish bowl
Got me craving everything on the dish yo,
I sealed the deal with a kiss on your cheekbone
I think it's crazy how I became your love
Late nights binging How I Met Your Mother
We were so broke, you gifts were handmade
I sang songs I wrote and like Sherlock Holmes
We undercovers discovering one another
Wish I grew the balls to tell her that I loved her
Nowadays there ain't a day where I ain't thinking of her
It's hard to rejoice and show that I'm poised
When the regrets of my choices is why I suffer
In the end all we have are memories...
Defining our identities... In ways they become like remedies
For dealing with the pressure when it ain't enough to let it be
I gotta let it out, it's therapy... I have to spill it out before I let it get to me
You were the one that taught me how to see the best in me
As for the rest of me, I'm still trying to figure out what's left of me
Still on the quest to understand my destiny
The follies of my past been stressing me
I'm sorry that I acted selfishly
If I knew then what I know now...
I would've counted my blessings and settled down cuz
Ever since I broke your heart, I just haven't been the same
I did work to find myself, wish you'd just let me explain
But you don't wanna see me now, plus I heard you moved away
It's okay...
Memories... Got me feeling some way
Feeling some way
Memories... Got me feeling some way
Some way, some way, some way
Ever since I broke your heart, I just haven't been the same
I did work to find myself, wish you'd just let me explain
But you don't wanna see me now, plus I heard you moved away
It's okay...
Memories... Got me feeling some way
Oooo.. some way
Got me feeling, feeling some way
Some way, some way, some way