Wake up every morning, wanna know what I do
I check my phone, emails, texts and social media too
I get up, thoughts invading my mind all of the time
I always tell myself, "Ray f*ckin' stay on your grind"
I can't believe this, is this the reason I f*ckin live
Go 'bout my day like I have no clue people dyin' and shit
I hear these voices, male and female, can't handle them both
They conversate in my head telling me to overdose
But the f*cked up thing is they know that I will always survive
I fight back using my voice, only thing keeping me alive
It's been a few years I've had myself in this f*cked mental state
When the drugs hit me, I knew I could never f*ckin escape, Mansuki
It's me, myself and I
I've lost myself in time
I'm begging on my knees
Get out of my head I am asking you please
I feel so alone with nowhere to go
Can't feel anything, I wanna go home
Trying to cope and ignore this with ease
Why can't this whole world understand this disease
I feel so alone
Human brain I can't ignore
I drank and smoke until I hit the floor
I could never do this on my own
Something else takes over me until the morn
Is it the devil, Is it somebody that's at a higher level
I look up and pray the 6 turns to a 7
I need all the luck to get me into heaven
Thoughts and prayers for all my rebels
It's me, myself and I
I've lost myself in time
I'm begging on my knees
Get out of my head I am asking you please
I feel so alone with nowhere to go
Can't feel anything, I wanna go home
Trying to cope and ignore this with ease
Why can't this whole world understand this disease
I feel so alone
Do you know what it's like to fight with yourself
Contemplating every night hanging by your belt
Man it's so clear I need help, I'm standing here living in hell
I'm not down to hurt people, but most of the shit I do is illegal
I am not evil, why you deceitful, why you so see through, why do you think that I need you
It's unbelievable, this is a sequel, I am the beast who would literally eat you on an empty tank with no diesel
I swear to God you can't f*ck with me dude
I'm irritated but I'll keep my head up
I'm here to stay I don't move for the cheddar
Life is a bitch don't you ever forgeta
So give me my drugs, everything will be better
It's me, myself and I
I've lost myself in time
I'm begging on my knees
Get out of my head I am asking you please
I feel so alone with nowhere to go
Can't feel anything, I wanna go home
Trying to cope and ignore this with ease
Why can't this whole world understand this disease
I feel so alone
I feel so alone