Many Mammals - Euthanasia (I) Lyrics

I thought I saw the water
A hand pulled out a badge
They told me to start over - don't forget
Gave every lie I had
Feed the words right to me
I feel them in my bones
When the bitterness consumes me
Of feeling so alone
The greater fallout of a man
The farther that I go
I know I am
A sadder shadow of something
A crooked way to use
My heart, my hands
My mind is like a shoreline
Eroding everyday
To break down even more when
I search for what to say
How rapidly it gets bad
When trust starts caving in
The God-picked prosecution rests
Am I guilty of my sin?
The greater fallout of a man
The farther that I go
I know I am
A sadder shadow of something
A clouded way to treat
My heart, my hands
Could you kill the weight that
I carry around in my bag
Because your love binds you bad
I feel it come upon me
Serrated sedative
The water will boil up now
'Til it overflows again