Maravista - Heartache Lyrics

I've grown old
I've become so tired
Of all the back stabs and constant liars
Don't you dare say you need me

Forever a treachery
Gave me a Broken heart and weary knees
Last thing I'd ever suspect was another broken dream

Constant heartache
I've put too much in all of this
All of the constant trips
Have taken quite a bit of my memories

These thoughts can't seem to fade away
Feel so alone, I've become a stray
Told me not to worry when I'm with you
Now I'll never know what the f*ck is true

Tried to break even but you wouldn't make amends
Forever never good enough
Just dwell on who I should've been

Maybe someday I'll be better than this
Free me from the demons I constantly acquit
If home is the place I know, I'll die alone

I've tried so hard to repair all the broken seams
To say the least I've been finding hope in broken dreams

I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
Took me for granted
Risked it all for lust
You could've had it all
But you broke my trust
Instead of building me up
You've made me to be
Somebody
Who wasn't enough
Someday I'll get over this
I promise that I won't quit
On believing in love
But everything with you
I've just had enough