Marco Arturo López - 12:00 AM Thoughts Lyrics

I wonder when the cracks began to show
Hiding the numbness with a smile, pretending I'm alright
But deep inside, I'm crumbling, losing the fight
Don't know where to turn
Sick and tired of the endless burn
If living's the only choice I've got
Will I make it through tomorrow, or will I not
Too tired to live, too scared to die
Every time I search for reasons they slip by
If this is life then I've buried mine long ago
Six feet deep beneath the sorrow
Pain's become my only friend at night
In the darkness it's my art my fading light
Paralyzed by feelings I can't grasp
Coldness wraps around and I gasp
I'm not moving just a ghost of who I was
Staring in the mirror, where's the girl I lost
Did I lose myself along the way
The words I once knew, have faded away
Where did she go where can I find me
In this hollow shell where's my release
If this is life, then I've buried mine long ago,
Six feet deep, beneath the sorrow.
Pain's become my only friend at night,
In the darkness it's my art my fading light
Did I lose myself along the way
The words I once knew, have faded away
Where did she go where can I find me
In this hollow shell where's my release
If this is life, then I've buried mine long ago,
Six feet deep, beneath the sorrow.
Pain's become my only friend at night,
In the darkness it's my art my fading light
I wonder when it all began to break
The person I was, a memory