Mariposa - I Got Up & Sat Back Down Lyrics

I don't wanna be stuck in a room with strangers
I don't wanna meet
'Cause it scares me
It's so hard to breathe
There's too much light on my face
Suffocated by all the names
I won't remember next week

I don't wanna leave
Just to sit at home and think of my insecurities
I can't keep comparing
Their lives to me
All the light starts to fade
As smoky fumes come off the ashtray
My body starts to retreat

I keep acting like I will be just fine
I keep breaking and this is the last time
I don't wanna talk to one more person
I don't wanna talk to anyone

I'm done
Is this what you wanted?
Are you happy now?
I'm done
'Cause it's not what i wanted
Can you hear me now?
I'm done
Is this what you wanted?
Are you happy now?
I'm done
'Cause it's not what I wanted
Can you hear me now?
Can you hear me now?