I don't think you realize
What you always do
You're always quick to leave for
Someone else you knew
I try to never let it get to me
But I sink instead of swim
And though I always choose to play the game
I know I'll never win
I'm not who you want me to be
It kills me every day
I know I'm just a replacement
While they are away
Sorry if I let you down
So where I begin
And though I wish I could be
I'm not him
I always look out of my window
When it's late and I'm alone
I see you always choosing them
While you choose for me to stay at home
I try to never let it shake me
But I'm always in a shaky state of mind
And though I know I'll just get hurt again
I couldn't leave you behind
Oh
I'm not who you want me to be
It kills me every day
I know I'm just a replacement
While they are away
Sorry if I let you down
So where I begin
And though I wish I could be
I'm not him
Oh
I'm not him
Oh
I'm not him
I'm not who you want me to be
It kills me every day
Though I'm always pushing
You push me away
Sorry if I let you down
So where do I begin
I don't know how to keep going
Cuz I'm not him