All these sleepless nights
In my mind
Looking at the lights
Covering the sky
Lost in memories of you and I
Good times seem to cover up the bad ones
Blinded by the old love I had once
Here in La La Land
Once again
Falling for the old us
Knowing it's a cold love
Why can't it be more like this
Like a dream so easy and flawless but
As my mind keeps racing
Your life's unaffected
Like I never existed
So I've gotta quit
I'm so tired of waking up in a dark place
Stuck in a bad day
Lonely with these thoughts of you I can't break
Over this rollercoaster
I'm done with wasting mental space
Ain't checking my phone
Cause I know
I'll text are you home?
Then I'm in my whip
On my way just to be with you
Can't put myself through that shit
Cause I know exactly how it ends
As my mind keeps racing
Your life's unaffected
Like I never existed
So I've gotta quit
I'm so tired of waking up in a dark place
Stuck in a bad day
Lonely with these thoughts of you I can't break
Over this rollercoaster
I'm done with wasting mental
I'm so tired of waking up in a dark place
Stuck in a bad day
Lonely with these thoughts of you I can't break
Over this rollercoaster
I'm done with wasting mental space