Marshthekid - MISERABLE Lyrics

I've been in my bag but feeling really miserable How would you leave and not tell me, I don't know
Feels like I'm at the end of the road and I can't go
Sad to know that I'm a better father than my dad will ever be
I ain't even grown up or have kids yet
This a message to you, I really hope I find you in hell
Hit your ass with my damn fist Sad to know that you didn't see me grow up
Had to see my mom go through it all without you
Just to let you know, yeah, karma's a bitch I ain't never looked up to no role models
No one's had to live this life I lived I blame all my pain and suffering on you
Reason why I had to grow up so quick All I speak is pain on my verse
Should've been dead long ago, that's for certain Probably gonna regret this song I made
Tryna show my mom there's no more love in pain
All, 19 years of life, gone through it all without you
Haven't said happy birthday to me in some damn years
Really wish this shit was fake, but this shit is real
You never helped me become the man I am today
Never shed a tear, cause I was taught to learn it all alone
Never talk about my problems, I put that on you
Always running from your problems, huh, don't you
Narcissistic man, always running from your suffering, huh
Don't I got it in the park now
Are you gonna stand up and tell me the problem or sit down
Either f*cking way, you're a f*cking piece of shit
You should go to f*cking hell and rot with the rest of them I'm away.