Martin Chiesl - Angry Departures (feat. Amelia Moore) Lyrics

I hate that you're selfish
Take it all for yourself
And leave them all helpless
And you get jealous
When you're losing control
I hate that you're reckless
You say that you won't
You're still saying yes
And then you regret it
And then you explode

In the glass, looking back
I recognize those eyes
Tryna find the exit signs and go
Yeah I know, I do this all the time

I'm tired of these angry departures
Why does my heart hurt
Why do I always leave
I'm making it harder
Pushing me farther
From where I want to be
And I tell myself that this doesn't help
But I'm still at the door
Making angry departures
Keep coming back for more

Swear that I'll fix it
I know I didn't
Know that I'm vicious
Without permission
I leave you on your own

And I know, you recognize these eyes
Tryna find the exit signs and go
Yeah you know, I do this all the time

I'm tired of these angry departures
Why does my heart hurt
Why do I always leave
I'm making it harder
Pushing me farther
From where I want to be
And I tell myself that this doesn't help
But I'm still at the door
Making angry departures
Keep coming back for more

If I'm being honest
I'm just terrified
What happens if I stay
And you leave me here tonight
If I'm being honest
I'm just terrified
Cause if you leave before I do
Then I might lose my mind

I'm tired of these angry departures
Why does my heart hurt
Why do I always leave
I'm making it harder
Pushing me farther
From where I want to be
And I tell myself that this doesn't help
But I'm still at the door
Making angry departures
Keep coming back for more