Thoughts (feat. Nicky P) Video (MV)

I'm taking the trauma. I'm making it move
Eviction. It's coming for you
I juggle these thoughts inside of my room
I'm letting them loose. I'm breaking the truce
Picking apart the things that we do
All of this noise, I'm hating it too

I'm keeping my demons fed
All of these thoughts inside of my head
You do not bleed the way that I bled
Look at the emotion. It's turning me red
I figured it out
I'm pushing the doubt out of my mouth
I don't need the clout. I'm working it out

Born and raised
Never saw the light, only dark days
Yeah. Middle fingers to the ones that caved
Praying hands to the ones that stayed
Embedded with trauma
Running these sentences, don't need the commas
Ooo
All of the pain that I'm fond of
The way that they wonder
They're picking a number
They're waiting for turn
Jump in a casket or get what you earn
My type of god don't believe in returns
Crossing the T's and dotting the I's
Reading between all of the lies
Do not comply, they're coming for life
The way that they eat off that dotted line
I'm keeping my head strong
I don't need therapy. I know it's wrong
I study myself all night long
I put all my pain into my songs
Ooo

In it to win it. The way that I spin it
Look at the difference. Nothing is instant
Changing the image that was a blemish
I've been acquitted. I've been persistent
Brain keeps ticking. Back in remission
I've been resilient
Working on flaws. Breaking them all
I used to climb them, now I go through the walls

I'm keeping my demons fed
All of these thoughts inside of my head
You do not bleed the way that I bled
Look at the emotion. It's turning me red
I figured it out
I'm pushing the doubt out of my mouth
I don't need the clout. I'm working it out

Been doing what they said I couldn't
There's motive when I get to cooking
I know I shouldn't
But you know I will get the mills paying bills
Snap in a session whenever I book it
Keep it real. Always in my feels
Eyes peeled. I know when they're looking
I can really feel the stares climbing
Why they always picking dares? Lying
Ain't nothing to compare. Try it
This one hitting as hard as life is
I don't mind it
Peace, been trying to find it
Learned from the wisest
Always have perfect timing
Don't listen to the two cents they chime in
Even on the darkest days I'm still shining
I've been out here moving trying to live out these dreams
I can see it so vivid
All these verses, I lived them
Whole team can't switch it
Same people I've been with
Never showing up winless
Always handle this business
The presence alone is gifted
Recorded it all in case you missed it

If I do not have a base level
How will I ever know if I'm in trouble
I'm popping my bubble
It's time for my thoughts and my demons to huddle
A struggle. I have a couple. A permanent juggle

I tend to get lost in the hustle
All in the details, down to the subtle
Know I'm okay if I stumble
Learning to build from the rubble

You can achieve all that you need
Happiness is still out of reach
All of these things that you cannot teach
Do not forget dark thoughts have freedom of speech
They usually arrive when you at your peak

Don't be deceived. Got tricks up my sleeve
Cause everyone still need to eat. Sheesh

We're keeping our demons fed
All of these thoughts inside of our head
You do not bleed the way that we bled
Look at the emotion. It's turning us red
We figured it out
We're pushing the doubt out of our mouth
We don't need the clout. We're working it out

We're pulling the strings. All of us kings
You ask what I bring? All of the things
Got what you need, you better believe
We handle their needs. No need to say please
We do it for fam. Don't got to ask. They know who I am
Supply the demands. Everything built with my hands
Only advance. Look what I did with my chance
I'm picking a part of the plan
These syllables are getting out of hand
We do what we want. They do what they can
I got the 813 repping the brand
Watch how the branches expand
Chilling where air is the thinnest
The way that we did it, you know that we finished
Damn