I loved you
And you loved him
Gin & Juice
Call it jj
Call it my mayday
So i just lay in the abyss
Tears falling down just like the months that i missed when he was with you
Do you even know what that shit did to me
Leaving me here so critically
I get i was cheesey but damn you left without second intentions
Now im still wishing for that second session
Critically thinking that should've been me
I dropped down to my knees
Shit i was begging
Now im writing months later
Now tell me
What am i achieving
I'm making the music but the thought you and him f*cking in the same bed
I used to kiss you is just taunting
I go in a corner and just start thinking
Like what if my suicide daydreams came alive
Til this day how you made me feel inside
Would you truly care if i died
Til this day you lied
No chance spy on you like quientin lance
Wishing for another slow dance
I loved you
And you loved him
Gin & Juice
Call it jj
Call it my mayday
So i just lay in the abyss
Tears falling down just like the months that i missed when he was with you
Do you even know what that shit did to me
Leaving me here so critically
I get i was cheesey but damn you left without second intentions
Now im still wishing for that second session
I was in love
I build trust
Turns out no doves
Everything is so tough
Was i enough
Or should i just puff
On my vape
I'm insane
Going Crazy
Heart stop
Heart drop
Just to see your face
So sick of crying that is his fault
He used you that is my fault
Get to me that is a bank vault
I loved you
And you loved him
Gin & Juice
Call it jj
Call it my mayday
So i just lay in the abyss
Tears falling down just like the months that i missed when he was with you
Do you even know what that shit did to me
Leaving me here so critically
I get i was cheesey but damn you left without second intentions
Now im still wishing for that second session
After all
I'd still answer her calls answer her calls
Maybe even go to the mall go to the mall
Hit my head on a wall but i can't escape this night escape this nightmare