MASOBAE - JOY IN THE SADNESS Lyrics

I'm a rockstar
I'm not supposed to be sober
Need a doctor
I fear my life it might be over
Cuz i can't put down the bottle
I can't put down the drugs
Coke up in my nose
Weed up in my lungs
Glock up on my lap
So boy don't play dumb
I got ur bitch right beside me
Putting coke up in my gums
Coke up in my gums
I just popped a pill
Now i'm drinking
F*ck i love being dumb

Cuz if i die
Then that's okay
Cuz i don't want to live anyway
Baby lets
Party like
We won't live to see another day
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Cuz i've been in the club
Taking all these drugs
Trying to forget the feeling
Of your hugs
Cuz i don't wanna be
Happy
I find my joy in the
Sadness