Matsang & Alruna - SEVENTEEN Lyrics

Seventeen tunnel vision focused on the wrong things
Standing on the middle ground
Every now and then
I feel alive again
Eighteen thought I had it all to make me happy
Pretty smile and everything
That's all gone again
Now I'm alone again
And I can't move on
Back up on it lately think I took too long
And all my friends will hate me say it went too far
My family gonna tell me that I'll be alright
I'll probably just ignore it I don't need their advice
The grass dies when I walk by
Colours warp out of my sight when I decline
Comets fall out of the sky on the shoreline
Let the flood flow till the waters at my knees why
Two thirds of my time and my life for it
Making up for the mistake and sacrifice for it
Gotta hate myself until I can revive from it
God I hate myself I wish I never tried for it
Two thirds tryna line my design for it
Now I'm slowly falling crooked just in spite of it
Gotta hate myself until I'm shining bright from it
God I hate myself I miss the time when I wasn't
Seventeen tunnel vision - focused on the wrong things
Standing on the middle ground
Every now and then
I feel alive again
Eighteen thought I had it all to make me happy
Pretty smile and everything
That's all gone again
Now I'm alone again
I've been up for 38 hours
Staring at the sun and I'm wondering why
I'm losin I should be out using my time
On improving instead I'm just proving them right
Couple milli eyes on me yeah
I don't know where I should be yeah
Everybody seemed off this is what I dreamed of
But I still don't feel complete
Hold the line I'm done
Wasting time on these
Butterflies I won't
Say goodbye
You wrapped around
Into the lost and found
Then you pulled me up
Just to break me down
I'm done with hiding
You had me right in the
Palm of your hand and now don't know how to feel when I'm
When I'm all alone
Don't know how to fe- don't know what is real now I'm feeling like
I'd fall and you'd stand idly by
I'm fighting just to stay alive
Yeah I'm barely breathing
Now I'm feeling like I'm
Seventeen tunnel vision - focused on the wrong things
Standing on the middle ground
Every now and then (Every now and then)
I feel alive again (Alive again)
Eighteen thought I had it all to make me happy
Pretty smile and everything (Pretty smile and everything)
That's all gone again
Now I'm alone again (I'm alone again)
Seventeen tunnel vision - focused on the wrong things
Standing on the middle ground
Every now and then
I feel alive a