Matt Nice - Reason (Lies) Lyrics

I ain't mean to tell a few lies
I know you right here by my side
I wish you could see it through my eyes
I done see some shit that'd make a nigga cry
Brand new life I couldn't sleep at night
Slowly felt like life was passing by
The darkest thoughts I never had to fight
But if I could I wouldn't rewrite
Funny thing is I ain't lived for that long
My momma taught me the right from the wrong
But she ain't finish before she was gone
Thank God my father took us home
I don't know what type of shit I was on
I was surrounded by none of my own
I don't know why I felt at home
They tried to mold me into a Lil hoe
I was too young to decide for my own
Got way to many issues and they all out my control
I was just born and the stories was told
I swear there's some shit that I wish I didn't know
And I can't get with it
Cause this the type of shit that make you f*ck with fam different
Yeah this the type of shit no matter what you in your feelings
Stare up at the ceiling
They wonder why I move the way I move I got my reasons
And ain't no nigga finna tell me what I could not have
Ima take the pain and ima turn it into cash
The youngest in my fam I'm moving by a different math
No I don't trust no bitches they gon try to do you bad
No they gon try to do you bad
Yea they gon try to do you bad
Cause all them bitches want is cash
These hoes they out here selling ass
I ain't mean to tell a few lies
I know you right here by my side
I wish you could see it through my eyes
I done see some shit that'd make a nigga cry
Brand new life I couldn't sleep at night
Slowly felt like life was passing by
The darkest thoughts I never had to fight
But if I could I wouldn't rewrite