Matter - Modern Man Lyrics

Thank you
For approving
Of the way I live my life
I'm convinced I live it right
The more you think I live it right
Doesn't matter what I post
As long as I receive a like
It all reminds me
I'm the man
That I'm with God
I see the light
Doesn't matter if Im stupid
I'll believe I'm smart
After all I'm human
And too blind to see
Conceiving god
Is merely fiction
Weird addictions hear me
They can clearly listen
Steer me towards my self affliction
Weary from the repetition
Fear is
Always screaming in my ear
I can feel him
Even when he isn't near
I'm concealing
All the real things
Always hiding what's inside me
Just to fit into their box
A chameleon
Is what I've become
Pleasing other people
Till I'm comfortably numb
Bleeding from my ego
Hoping something will come
We are not in heaven
We are under the sun
Cheatin on our breathren
Use my tongue
Like it's a weapon
Always stressin
That I'm lesser
Since Eleven
Even seven
I remember feeling pleasure
When impressing other humans
Life is not a lesson
It's a mystery's illusion
History's confusing
I am physically
Consumed by
All the imagery
That's moving
All these titties
On computers
Bigger dicks
Are what is cooler
If your small
Than your a loser
After all
The women rule
The f*cking world
With one maneuver
To say the least
It's hard to find my place
Is this a dream
Or am I really lying wide awake
I wanna scream
But cannot seem
To f*ckin find a way
To set my spirit free
It's hard to be real
When your mind is fake
I Used to think
That I would think my own thoughts
Now I think I do not think
I think my thinking's the boss
My thoughts are thinking what their thinking
Think my thinking is off
But whose thinking that thought
Is it me or my thoughts
That was the deepest shit I ever said
But the majority of people
In the world'll simply never get
The things you see
Reality
Is not the same for all
Few choose to see
What's happening
Few have the f*ckin balls
To stare at life
So deep in its eyes
Most are terrified
To question life
Cause when it replies
It will tell you
That beliefs are beliefs
Most beliefs aren't true
Your beliefs are beliefs
Not for me but for you
Bitch
Your beliefs are beliefs
Not for me
But for You
Your beliefs are beliefs
Not for me
But for You
Your beliefs are beliefs
Not for me
But for You
Your beliefs are beliefs
Not for me
But for You

Indeed it's hard
To admit my limitations
I still perceive a God
Whose concerned
With different nations
I cannot see that God's
Not concerned
With different races
I still believe that God
Is the one
Whose gonna save us
Indeed it's hard
To admit my limitations
I still perceive a God
Whose concerned
With different nations
I cannot see that God's
Not concerned
With different races
I still believe that God
Is the one
Whose gonna save us