Medication, meditation
Anything to stop my heart racing
Otherwise I'll just be pacing
Making the worst of the situation
New street, fresh meat
Dipping in my toes just to gauge the heat
A red flag of the industry
And the method to the mayhem is developing
I'm young, I'm a loaded gun
Taking a chance, having some fun
I'm done when I say I'm done
They paid for the hit so I went for it
They paid for the hit so I went for it
Rip it up, get rough
One pandemic wasn't quite enough
Five friends, two years
Blame the city, blame the queers
I'm young, I'm a loaded gun
Making my choice, my education
Not done till I say I'm done
They paid for the hit so I went for it
They paid for the hit so I went for it
They paid for the hit so I went for it
They paid for the hit so I went for it
They paid me in fire
They paid me in fire
They paid me in fire
They paid me in fire
They paid me in stigma
They paid me in poison
They paid me in fire
They paid me in fire
They paid for the hit so I went for it