12AM WITH MY DEMONS (feat. Silver Omah) Video (MV)

Couldn't you, couldn't you be my peace
Couldn't you, couldn't you be my peace
Falling in this ocean
I've been in the water
I thought that you would be a friend
Stare at my reflection
Now I need redemption
Could you please be a friend?
I found myself in the cage of life
I found myself in the midst of crowd
I found myself with a gun to my head
I'm feeling so this the end of life ?
I found myself in an angry mode
Found myself and I'm lost in thoughts
I found myself in the middle of dangers
I'm like man do it it's worth the risk
Wanna fight my demons and skip to the good side
I hate the fact that they coexist
Not good if it wasn't bad enough ?
I'll score that man I just need assist
In a race with my demons they got no face
So it's no chance that I can run from it
Hide from it ? I can't hide from it
I always chose the former but stuck in latter
I hate the fact that I know what to do
But my demons they won't let me be
Those angry times that I made a choice
And the choice that I made led to violence
And things got bad and lives got lost
Oh boy this not how it's meant to be
Would've sort things out in a peaceful way
But my tamper always get to me
I'll take my pee before I beg a drink
I'm a proud nigga I'm above the law
Not just the pleas but the give and take
I been solo all my life with a lovely fam
I'm blunt sometimes when I talk to girls
I've hurt some souls with words from me
I'm prolly proud to apologize
I'm a proud motherf*cker I'm the prize you pay
Falling I'm fallin
Oo I've been in the water
I need, oo I need
Oo I need redemption
Falling I'm fallin
Oo I've been in the water
I need, oo I need
Oo I need redemption
12am with my demons
Midnight with my demons
Thoughts of how to free myself
And stay clear from my demons
Insomnia with my demons
I read books with my demons
I pray against my demons
And they pray against me! Demons
I Push up with my demons
I Shower with my demons
Reminiscing on the good days
I didn't worry about my demons
I write bars with my demons
And write about my demons
Then sleep and wake up side by side
I'm chilling with my demons
Truth of the matter
It worries me more than it worries you
And I can't free me, they got a bond with me
So many efforts with no A for it
All my last tries I pulled F on it
Am I dreaming? No
It's 12am and I'm chilling with my demons
This what I think of it
Hey demons, what's for dinner?
Are you hungry?
I got snacks in the fridge I can grab them
Or maybe we should tie up the last smoke
And just widen up our bellyyyyyyy
I'm nice to you that's why you f*ck with me
You know you'll ruin me but you still stuck with me
You stalking me, what's your gain in it?
If I'm ruined and pained is that a win for you?
I'm begging you please do hear me out
Out of love and time we've spent together
Or you're pissed cos I cast you out of people
I had no choice cos that's my people
Why not go to your web and find your peace
And then possess your own kind of people
I roll up a J to stay away
But you come with a spark and light it up
I Put a stop to my addictions and feel free
And still catch myself in the middle of it
Wtf should I do to stop all this ?
I'm healed for a minute then back again
The unforgiving spirit that lives in me
Or the thirst for revenge before I sleep in peace
Just let it slide is what I feel within
Then I start to plan how to deal with you
I'm writing this with my hands shaking
And my teeth gnashing I just broke my rules
I swear to change
Set another and still break it again
I'm lost in my world trynna find my peace
And my demon whispers I'm your peace
I'm sleeping with my demons and I'm stuck inside my demon
My demons gotta be sexy cos they holding me for too long
Was caught in between two options and ended with the wrong one
I guess it's life for me so you all know I'm the demon
Demon, DEMON.
Couldn't you couldn't you be my peace
Wouldn't you wouldn't you let me be
Couldn't you couldn't you be my peace
Couldn't you couldn't you be my peace
Wouldn't you wouldn't you let me be
Couldn't you couldn't you by my peace
Be my peace
Be my peace
Be my peace