matxsek - milky sky (dirty alternative version) Lyrics

I think I caught a cold
I am sure it's because I went there without a scarf
You told me a million times before, but you know I am a fool

I think I saw you there
I'm pretty sure 'cause there's no one who looks like you
I think I caught a cold
Oh, I've always been a fool

Heavy clouds in the back of my mind
I don't want you to listen (please don't listen)
Heavy clouds and I'm feeling so gray
It's all just a repetition

Cold wet lips
Knee pain, ribs
I am broken and still the same (I'm still the same)
Milky sky in the back of my mind
I don't want you to listen
Five years later

When things don't go my way
I try to make them my way
Why won't you listen? I told you that

Every cold day is the same
Walking by riverside
I want to give in, oh, boy I do
With every step that I take
I feel more awake
It's like some kind of bliss, yeah

Every cold day is the same
I try to make it my way
So I don't have to listen to my thoughts
My thoughts
My thoughts
My thoughts

When things don't go my way
I always panic and say
It's all for nothing
When you're not by my side
My hands freeze and I can't
Can't move my fingers

You know how to walk away
I know you're gonna say
I should not give up
But when things are the same
I'm not getting insane
I want to live right
But when things are still the same
I can't be getting insane
I want to live right

It's not like
I can't talk to you
It's more like
I don't want to
It's not, it's always not like
I can't talk to you
It's not like I can't talk to you
It's more like, I don't want to
Try to listen
Or don't listen at all

In this depressing weather
I'd like to have some faith in me
Maybe I just got lost in cornfields
Or, maybe, you got lost in me

Dreaming of strawberry milkshake
You know my trust just doesn't grow on trees
Chew my name and spit it on my face
I'd like to make some memories
Dreaming of strawberry milkshake
You know my trust just doesn't grow on trees
Chew my name and spit it on my face
I'd like to make some memories