Mauka - Awful Lyrics

I can't
I can't fake it, yeah
We're not meant to be
All this pressure babe, it's gettin to me
I hate the way I feel when I'm talking to you
Baby, I can't be what you want me to
You think that I'm awful, yeah, me too
I'm sorry for the things that I put you through
I wanna hit your phone, but I know that I won't
Just wanna check in, but I leave you alone
I'm here if you need me, I know that you don't
But if you ever do, you can call my phone
I can't fake it, yeah
We're not meant to be
All this pressure babe, it's gettin to me
Time keeps passing, I hope you're okay
I see everything, two different ways
One's the color of the sun and the other is gray
Don't know which one this is and it's bothering me
They say it's what you make it, wanna make it okay
I spend every day trying to carry the weight
I'm grateful for our time, had us laughing a lot
But I'm sorry for how complicated everything got
But I guess it really was all along
Don't think that it was us that f*cked it up
We could only work with what we got
Woke up in a glass box and watched it fall apart
I can't fake it, yeah
We're not meant to be
All this pressure babe, it's gettin to me
It's gettin to me
It's gettin to me babe
It's gettin to me
One more time
It's gettin to me
It's gettin to me babe
It's gettin to me
It's gettin to me