Maverick - Can't Go Back Now... Lyrics

Is it the drugs or is it my life?
Is it the lack of the love or the pipes?
Is it the shit that i keep deep inside?
It's like theres no f*cking reason to try

I've, I've been feeling lonley
I've been tryna change
Get away from the old me
I've been tryna pray but the devil's got a hold on me
I've been saying "it's okay" for it to go away
It's days like today, it's just another monday
I've been tryna get excited but it's so mundane
And I guess I'm still alive so I can't complain

Is it the drugs or is it my life?
Is it the lack of the love or the pipes?
Is it the shit that i keep deep inside?
It's like theres no f*cking reason to try