I barely breathe and I feel the most like dying
I stay up inside my room and all my friends are out at parties
I don't wanna wake up sometimes, oh no
I just wanna slam my head into a wall
I'm eternally bleeding, I'm never returning
Lately I haven't been eating
Maybe that's the reason for these hidden emotions
Oh, these hidden emotions
These little potions
They're evil and dangerous
Am I on drugs
Staying up till five in the morning
I'm always mourning the death of my mother
I can't see with my eyes
I might as well rip them out
I'm crying, I'm screaming for you
For you
I miss her
I'm eternally bleeding, I'm never returning
Lately I haven't been eating
Maybe that's the reason for these hidden emotions
These hidden emotions
These little potions
They're evil and dangerous
Sometimes I'm freaking out over the shit that I'm saying
Am I on drugs?
I can't make a sound when I am frowned upon
You look at me like I'm a killer that's on the loose
These hidden emotions, never returning
Lately I haven't been sleeping
Maybe that's the reason for these hidden emotions
These hidden emotions
These hidden emotions
These hidden emotions
These hidden emotions
These hidden emotions
Am I on drugs
Oh