People brag how they money long, but I doubt it
In a crowd really I don't talk much
Bad brain all around me
Champagne that I pop
Leschi house sitting for Ilana 2016
Spill out problems, ya know what I mean
Well running dry, fill canteen
Clear my mind
Work so I don't fall behind
Kick my feet back and recline
Take a deep breath and rewind
I don't really like to talk much
Bad brain that's the outcome
Confidence I gotta stock up
Competition been outdone
Been livin' for the come up
Going up and get star struck
I can feel my feet liftin'
Soul hung like gum stuck
Of the angels, been heavenly
Anxiety get ahead of me
Weed, LSD, Ketamine
You don't think I want a better me?
Give a f*ck about celebrity
Hateful thoughts turn enemy
Came across wrong energy
And it cycle 'till the death of me
(Death of me)
The price I pay to be isolated is worth it
I been jotting down lines daily, scribbling verses
I win, callin' 'bout my lady, define perfect
I'm in waterfall, drown baby swimmin' and surfin'
I sin so forgive me father, bridges are burning
I spend Benjamins too quickly when I earn them
I send forty-four Hail Mary's like I'm learning
Pretend, never God, I'm wavy mimic a sermon
Moving in with my girl now
Whole world getting turned how
Getting old so quick, shit
Feel I really did grow up
Parties blow, don't show up
Invitations fading
They don't see me failing
Can't escape, feel jaded
Clear my mind
Work so I don't fall behind
Kick my feet back and recline
Take a deep breath and rewind