[ Featuring $ega 死 お金 愛 ]
Wake up, eat shit, suppressing all the madness
Limit my happiness cause I'm a problem magnet
It happens, and sometimes I want to f*cking vanish
Even though my intentions were pure.
They look at me with malice, absorbing all the pain
Like a mother f*cking cactus, I've never felt the same
Been trynna to switch my axis, but this bitch f*cking came!
I like you we should date, I'll fix you're f*cking pain
I f*cking took the bait, and she passed through the gate
We promised we won't lie, but oh god that shit fake
She begging me to stay, but she wouldn't f*cking act right
Calling out my name while her friends trynna act nice
Never f*cking listen to a bitch with a red sight
Now I feel like shit and my chest trynna find light
I wished that you should die, but I love you at the same time
I don't know what to break, f*cking bitches with the gaslight
I'm sorry, I think I skipped some context
I was depressed and this bitch trynna f*cking connect
My mind was in autopilot and my thinkin wasn't correct
And each passing day, I'd been absorbing all the nonsense
And I wake up, eat shit, suppressing all the madness
Limit my happiness cause I'm a problem magnet
It happens, and sometimes I want to f*cking vanish
Bitch I wanna f*cking vanish, this shit happen all the time
Love dovey in the pms, now she left me f*cking crying
Say you love me then you don't, then you act like its all fine
Now you texting all my friends "f*ck, I swear that he is lying"
Deal with bullshit, man I'm losing motivation just to fight
Now I feel it, its drilling my heart
Feeling the feelings they're tearing apart
Feel like I feel all the tears in my heart
Smoke up the cigs till my lungs turning dark
Now I feel like I feel the love again
She found a lover and I'm treated like I'm just a friend
I'm a f*cking loser, never get no love, I ain't never been respected
She leaving me on read and now I'm hitting up my ex bitch
My chest is f*cking tighting, I ghost the f*cking message
That goes to f*cking show Ima f*ck up, I ain't learn no lessons
I just wanna f*cking pack a piece and blast my head open
Red across my sheets my casket never opened
And when the comes I can finally rest
Just burn my f*cking body spread my ashes in the abyss
