Despondency Video (MV)

I'm just thinking to myself
I got depression on my mind
They keep asking, am I okay
I'm like, yeah, I'm gonna be fine
I'm just searching for my breakthrough
Hope I don't fall short of time
I just wanna change my image
And become one of a kind
This right here my rap song about depression
I gotta thank God everyday for that lesson
Can y'all please take a second
And just listen to my message
We need to all come together
Stop being jealous and quit all the stressing
Instead of robbing people
Be a helping hand and give a man a blessing
Y'all need to sit back and just listen
And really mentally review
Here's a pad and a pen
Take notes if you have to
We gotta stop treating people so bad
Start treating people like we want them to be treating you
Cause you never know how hard a person got it
But what they been through
Tell me, do you
Hell nah
And you can take it from me
I was really down and out and
Made it hard to see
I was hiding my pain with the comedy
Like, haha, yeah, y'all laughing at me
Like, come on y'all, make fun of me
But by piling up emotions
I became overcame by despondency
It almost led me into a tragedy
I'm going seventy
And I close my eyes
I'm trying to put an end to me
I didn't slow for the curve
Just drove head first
I'm trying to run straight to the tree
No driver's license and I'm out on bond
So you know that I'm leaving the scene
I'm trying to run home
Got a broke collarbone and two ribs
That makes it hard to breathe
The next two weeks were the hardest to sleep
Yeah, you better believe
That it felt like a knife in my chest
From the skip of the heartbeat
Yeah, I had to scream
Just to get back on my feet
And I won't shout you out
You know it was make believe
You can have that year that you stole from me
I erased that shit like a bad dream
Never again will I let a bitch play with me
I locked up my heart
I ain't got a key
I was mad at you
Should've been mad at me
Why
Cause the whole time
I knew I was a dime
And lowered my standards for a petty ass three
Yeah, I'm sorry
I know it sounds heartless
But I gave you my heart
And you permanently scarred it
Bitch
I'm just thinking to myself
I got depression on my mind
They keep asking, am I okay
I'm like, yeah, I'm gonna be fine
I'm just searching for my breakthrough
Hope I don't fall short of time
I just wanna change my image
And become one of a kind