Mcdreary - Its All Unfair Lyrics

Running round my mind again
I don't got the time for friends
I've been bending backwards just tryna get these wounds to mend
Rub them raw with salt, who cares
I just want to keep you there
Anything I do just makes me realize that it's all unfair

Running round my mind again
I don't got the time for friends
I've been bending backwards just tryna get these wounds to mend
Rub them raw with salt, who cares
I just want to keep you there
Anything I do just makes me realize that it's all unfair

Do you think I've been too much
I'm just aching for your touch
I'm just aching for some love to wake me up, make me enough
Made intentions in the smudge
Your guidance could bring me some luck
But when I settle down I realize that my mind it still feels stuck

Do you think I've lost my mind?
I feel it all the god damn time
I feel it every night when the darkness returns and crawls inside
I'm still praying I'll be fine
But I don't know what that feels like
And when I leave my body I can never seem to find the light

I can hear you cry out
But just inside me somehow
And when you read my vibe I pray to god that you don't find out
When you're in my mind now
I'm sorry if you're let down
I can feel your strength but I still can't let go of my doubt

Running round my mind again
I don't got the time for friends
I've been bending backwards just tryna get these wounds to mend
Rub them raw with salt, who cares
I just want to keep you there
Anything I do just makes me realize that it's all unfair

Running round my mind again
I don't got the time for friends
I've been bending backwards just tryna get these wounds to mend
Rub them raw with salt, who cares
I just want to keep you there
Anything I do just makes me realize that it's all unfair

Do you think I'll be okay
Cause I feel different every day
So enchanted by your song that I can't hear a word you say
I've been where your head has lain
I've seen the other hearts you've slain
But I've been fighting for you way up in another higher plane

Do you think I've gone insane
Cause who wouldn't with all this pain
But I feel it within me that I was meant to feel this way
Maybe it's just in the strain
But I've got bad thoughts in my brain
I can try my hardest but so far it's always been in vain

I can feel the dark come
Can't charge enough without sun
I try to vibrate higher but I can't face all the things I've done
I feel like my fate's begun
Are you sure you're not the one
I could feel our energy connect way back when we were young

Whisper into selenite
I just want to hold you tight
I just want some answers for why I've never felt alright
I just want to cleanse my mind
It gets worse into the night
But I've been working on it and I wanna let you know you're right

Running round my mind again
I don't got the time for friends
I've been bending backwards just tryna get these wounds to mend
Rub them raw with salt, who cares
I just want to keep you there
Anything I do just makes me realize that it's all unfair

Running round my mind again
I don't got the time for friends
I've been bending backwards just tryna get these wounds to mend
Rub them raw with salt, who cares
I just want to keep you there
Anything I do just makes me realize that it's all unfair

Running round my mind again
I don't got the time for friends
I've been bending backwards just tryna get these wounds to mend
Rub them raw with salt, who cares
I just want to keep you there
Anything I do just makes me realize that it's all unfair