Mcdreary - Love You Again Lyrics

I'm typing all I meant but I'm afraid to hit send
You'll just leave me on read, the pain is all in my head
And I know my heart's dead, still you say we're best friends
What's good comes to an end, I don't think I can mend, no
Still you hurt me in the back of my mind
I know you thought you'd lose me if you stayed out of sight
But I don't wanna love you again, yeah
No I don't wanna love you again, oh

You asked if I could hold you and I said it's okay
But then you turned your back, then you felt miles away
Still I don't think I'd have it from you any other way
I've been feeling nothing so it's nice to feel the pain

I thought so hard but I said it so wrong
I thought I'd show it better since I felt it so strong
Am I just a puppet to let you string me along
Am I selfish to still want you if it means you'll be gone

Now I'm so small in my bed
Now I just live in my head as I fade away
Now I just pray that I'll be okay
Lean in and peel away
All that I feel and I'll never believe again