Mckye - Scrollin Lyrics

Why do I want this day to end
Didn't I write on a list to not feel this way again
Why do I want this day to end
Didn't I share enough feel-good quotes to crawl out of bed
Why are the curtains still drawn
I thought I shared something, proved I was feeling strong
Why is there apathy inside
Didn't I shut those voices up the last time
Seems to me I'm fighting a war that I cannot win
Illusions I have built are getting rather thin
The questions, they keep getting louder and I
Keep
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Why is this weight on my chest
As soon as I feel hopeful the voice pulls me back again
And I don't think that I'm alone
All I keep hearing about is people barely staying afloat
Why is there darkness still in my life
And why the more I look for light it seems harder to find
Why do I want this day to end
Why do why do I feel like I have no time left
Seems to me I'm fighting a war that I cannot win
If all I do is think about how broken things have been
And I can't go on trying to prove my worth in things
And I can't keep
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I know that I'll see the mountains again
I'm not afraid to wander
The grass that I found is soft to the touch
And she fills me with wonder
If my armor's here on the floor
Are you free to bear witness
I made mistakes but I circled back round
It kinda feels like Christmas
Seems to me I'm fighting a war that I cannot win
I'm done dimming my light, all of my life
Why it took me so long I'll never know
I'm not afraid
To stop
Scrollin
(Ooh)