Tell me God, is it heaven sent?
(Is it?)
Am I good or should I look out for the reckoning?
Back and forth like a tug-a-war, forcing
Tryna go to war with no more reinforcements
I spend my days looking up, tryna redirect
Am I going where the heaven sent me?
Is it wrong if I question what my purpose is
Or will my own God resent me?
Man I play this back to many times
Need to question what is on my mind
Is it bad if I hurt myself today
Tryna right my wrongs away
The question that is on my mind
(On my mind, all the time)
Will your love come and whisk it away?
(Slowly drifting)
Will your love come and whisk it away?
(Slowly drifting)
If I smiled in the mirror I'd be lying
Cause I don't wanna hide it anymore,
And I don't wanna fight myself for another night
Screaming at the ceiling, tryna make it right
Never thought the fundamental of my life was fight
And I'm not proud of it
Been in a cycle of my thoughts that I been drowning in
I really thought you had my side, but now I'm lost again
And now I don't even know what I am believing in
Man I play this back to many times
Need to question what is on my mind
Is it bad if I hurt myself today
Tryna right my wrongs away
The question that is on my mind
(On my mind, all the time)
Will your love come and whisk it away?
(Slowly drifting)
Will your love come and whisk it away?
(Slowly drifting)
(Slowly drifting)
(Slowly drifting)