My mom told me I'd ruin
Any man who'd ever love me
She said it when she was mad
But her words did stick on me
Cause when I think back to how
I have treated you all this time
I'm a monster
My mother's daughter
Oh, I'm sorry
That my pride is so big and proud
I can't say it out loud
Even though
You want me
I would rather drag us down
Than wave a white flag
Around
I swore I'd never be
Like the one who mothered me
That I was born, I wasn't raised
That this apple could be saved
And it sure don't make me wanna
Bring a life into this world
Cause we are just a lineage
Of f*cked up little girls
Oh, I'm sorry
That my pride is so big and proud
I can't say it out loud
Even though
You want me
I would rather drag us down
Than wave a white flag
Around
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, I'm sorry
You didn't know what you were in for
I didn't know I wasn't changed
Even though
I want it
To be different than it is
Guess I am still a little kid
Who doesn't know what a white flag
Is