Success just seems impossible
When I always feel the same
Everyone's just living day to day
But I don't think I can relate
Why do I feel so inadequate?
I've been trying so hard for years
In pursuit of whatever the hell it was
I was convinced I would find in age
Just wanted to be
Someone better than me
Is that so much to ask?
With every mistake
My body decays
And it aches more everyday
Just wanted to dream
But my reality
Crushed that with apathy
Aspirations to live
Anything I could give
Were all swept away with time
My loneliness is my own fault but I complain
That everything I've done is nothing but a waste
From here knows when I'll last on this forsaken rock
I hope I'll be smiling when my final heart beats drop