All this pain got me going through it
Feel my pain all in this music
Dutches twisted, got my liquor cooling
Motor running, but, I control the cruising
And as a protege I fly at night
Regardless, f*ck it, we gon live that life
Regardless, f*ck it, bitch I paid that price
Stayed up working, I been having sleepless nights
I don't even know where my mind going
Lately I been reminiscing tough and hoping
Tired of seeing no progression, no devotion
Niggas faking to get noticed, I'll leave myself unnoticed
Got niggas mad at me when I get more focused
My phone on silent, but to the beat man I'm open
I miss my nigga Cash, I can't stop speaking on him
And I miss my nigga Perris I can't stop dreaming of him
One day all of this grinding is gone be meaning something
And that's the day all this f*ck shit ain't gone be meaning nothing
Wayne Gretzky 3rd period man the pressures nothing
I'm Steve Smith in the end zone y'all gone love all my stunting
And they just want the fame these niggas not what they say
Every sacrifice remains, stuck on my plate, no porcelain bitch I want steak
You don't know about my lane, I been in it to win it nigga charging the game
Now my legacy gone reign, J lucc the truth I'm great, regardless I hit hall of fame
All this pain got me going through it
Feel my pain all in this music
Dutches twisted, got my liquor cooling
Motor running, but, I control the cruising
And as a protege I fly at night
Regardless, f*ck it, we gon live that life
Regardless, f*ck it, bitch I paid that price
Stayed up working, I been having sleepless nights
Every opportunity that comes my way, I gotta take it
Because I can't take much more of myself saying I'm gone make it
F*ck what they say, this shit getting too real out here to fake it
The world's weighing on me and I'm tryna keep my back from breaking
'Cause it's aching, taking everything I've got inside
My knowledge, wisdom, courage, patience, ego, heart, and pride
I woke up yesterday drinking malt liquor
Hope how I'm living ain't killing my liver, God willing
Because I woke up today drinking hard liquor
Straight out the bottle, what can I say? Times are hard nigga
The dark color of the drink reflects my hearts feelings
My life's a movie, I'm the hero and the arch villain
All this pain got me going through it
Feel my pain all in this music
Dutches twisted, got my liquor cooling
Motor running, but, I control the cruising
And as a protege I fly at night
Regardless, f*ck it, we gon live that life
Regardless, f*ck it, bitch I paid that price
Stayed up working, I been having sleepless nights