Merithian - Black (feat. Sophie Elouise) Lyrics

Don't pity me, it's not like you ever did
I see the world through the eyes of a little kid
Your charity clarifies the lies you tried hide, but I can see right through it
There's two sides to every motherf*cker
Now I've had my fill and I'm ready for another
Can't stop it, I need to have this, I'll control all the hate that you have to give
My being's warm but it's cold to the touch
An ever swirling toilet that just won't flush
I'm sick of counting all the cracks in the sky
I'm sick of losing what's meant to be mine
(Can't stay here)
It hard to talk when I'm caught in the loop
(It's not fair)
Cause I'm aware of what I'm doing you
(Run away)
So far and never turn back
(It's too late)
I watch it all turn black
Someone please help me I'm losing myself
No one can save me from my personal hell
This is to cover up all that I f*cked up and I can't go on living this way
(Can't stay here)
It's hard to talk when I'm caught in the loop
(It's not fair)
Cause I'm aware of what I'm doing you
(Run away)
So far and never turn back
(It's too late)
I watch it all turn
(Can't stay here)
It's hard to talk when I'm caught in the loop
(It's not fair)
Cause I'm aware of what I'm doing you
(Run away)
So far and never turn back
(It's too late)
I watch it all turn black