Metacryst - I Saw My Angels on a Parking Garage Lyrics

I don't know what's goin on any more
I just be sittin
And they come, and they knock on the door
And they say all this shit and
I don't know where it's goin
I just accept it like I know what I'm doin
I just keep it up even though I'm alone
Sittin' on a ledge on a parking garage
Thinkin how I lost everything I own
It's like not a thing sits beneath my feet
Me and the city sittin' in the cold
Grey administrators with vulture beaks
Beat me to a pulp all that's left is bones
Just like before I hear the void scream
Don't know what I thought or what I did wrong
Meaning only comes to tease me then it's gone
Meaning only comes to haunt me then it leaves
One ray of light, that's all I need
Thought she was it man, talkin' to me
Face like a painting I'm in a dream
Well
She went to go shopping, left me alone
Standing in the street looking at my phone
Ray of light?
Nah, just dark for me
I should have known
I should have known