Bitch I might as well be dead because I ain't living
Got little bit of innocence I've been killing
Gonna be popping up out of my grave
Bitch will you stop just get out my way
Talk to cops and ill show you the blade
I ain't had a good day in about 3 months
What the f*ck
Can I not
Just give it all up
No I can't ever do it
I cant do that to them
They raised me
They gave me a reason to fend
Off all the demons that lurk in my head
They told me they love me I'm hurt but I'm fed
I got a good life I just can't f*cking see it
That makes me feel worse now I feel so defeated
Want to put my own lights out
Don't wanna fight now
Want to hang myself
Got the rope tight now
Will I live to see the morning I guess we will see
Im Gonna give up because I can't be me
I can't be mean
I can't be strong
I just want to run and yell help to my mom
I don't wanna drop them emotional bombs
Instead I just write some emotional songs
I can't keep em hidden but it helps me feel better
Whenever I'm constantly under the weather
I'm tethered together by unbroken leather
I'll sever it never I got be better
I'm fine
I'm fine
Now I'm rolling it back
Smoke a toke of a bag
Going slow down the road
Overloaded with cash
That's the dream
Makes me never want to wake the f*ck up
The tough love from above or down below
I've had enough bud
I'm tired of the tests
Of the stress
On my chest
Feel like I'm gonna be dying soon
Either that or signing soon
Uh
I ain't even f*cking started
Imma own the f*cking world
Just to prove I'm f*cking on it