Mezsiah - Trials (feat. Zepar) Lyrics

I'm tired, of preaching out my soul
Too tight, to make it out alone
I'll make my life the best I wanted
For you and me
But I

Oh I can only dream
I can only reach my goals, with all your seeds
And I believe that trees
Will wither even if you try and tends its' needs
Cause my faith is not the worst it's been
It's hard for me to let folks in
Cause of your edges, that's why I've had enough
So can I just say that

I'm tired, of preaching out my soul
Too tight, to make it out alone
I'll make my life the best I wanted
For you and me
But I

I don't f*cking know a thing
Please answer, why you test me
Put a lot of fear underneath my skin
Had a real bad day, now you only stress me
I doubt myself in my decisions
Take care for a life that I never had
Trying to tell the world, but it never listens
May be left for dead
Wouldn't make me sad
I'm getting used to shit
I'm getting used to this