My name
Is MGRAYULTRA
And this song is for those dealing with addiction
We do recover
It just takes persistance over perfection
I always think about
What could have been
The night my sister overdosed
I couldn't even comprehend
One minute you was fine just laying
Nodding on the bed
The moment you fell backwards and
Turned blue I knew that
You was dead
Immediately grabbed you and
We layed you on the floor
Aint know what the f*ck to do but
Try to save you
That's for sure
Ran and got the narcan
Hit you twice but
You ain't budge
Had eyes glazed over
Open, staring, looking up
I wrapped you up inside my arms and
Told you not to leave
Poured the water on your head and
Then you started to breath
I looked you in your eyes with
You looking back at me
And we all started to cry
I thought
Dam I got to get clean
How could I tell our parents, or
Your daughter, our grandmothers
That I killed you like
Yea she died shooting up wit her brother
Then to make it worse
As soon as I seen your straight
I ran and got the spoon and
Did the shit that you ain't take
I hated myself inside
And I still do
Up to this day
I hope that you can forgive me for
Involving you in my pain
I went o rehab to show you
We got to change
The devil lives in our veins and
Addiction is just his name
MGRAYULTRA - Close Your Eyes Lyrics
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English
My name
Is MGRAYULTRA
And this song is for those dealing with addiction
We do recover
It just takes persistance over perfection
I always think about
What could have been
The night my sister overdosed
I couldn't even comprehend
One minute you was fine just laying
Nodding on the bed
The moment you fell backwards and
Turned blue I knew that
You was dead
Immediately grabbed you and
We layed you on the floor
Aint know what the f*ck to do but
Try to save you
That's for sure
Ran and got the narcan
Hit you twice but
You ain't budge
Had eyes glazed over
Open, staring, looking up
I wrapped you up inside my arms and
Told you not to leave
Poured the water on your head and
Then you started to breath
I looked you in your eyes with
You looking back at me
And we all started to cry
I thought
Dam I got to get clean
How could I tell our parents, or
Your daughter, our grandmothers
That I killed you like
Yea she died shooting up wit her brother
Then to make it worse
As soon as I seen your straight
I ran and got the spoon and
Did the shit that you ain't take
I hated myself inside
And I still do
Up to this day
I hope that you can forgive me for
Involving you in my pain
I went o rehab to show you
We got to change
The devil lives in our veins and
Addiction is just his name
Is MGRAYULTRA
And this song is for those dealing with addiction
We do recover
It just takes persistance over perfection
I always think about
What could have been
The night my sister overdosed
I couldn't even comprehend
One minute you was fine just laying
Nodding on the bed
The moment you fell backwards and
Turned blue I knew that
You was dead
Immediately grabbed you and
We layed you on the floor
Aint know what the f*ck to do but
Try to save you
That's for sure
Ran and got the narcan
Hit you twice but
You ain't budge
Had eyes glazed over
Open, staring, looking up
I wrapped you up inside my arms and
Told you not to leave
Poured the water on your head and
Then you started to breath
I looked you in your eyes with
You looking back at me
And we all started to cry
I thought
Dam I got to get clean
How could I tell our parents, or
Your daughter, our grandmothers
That I killed you like
Yea she died shooting up wit her brother
Then to make it worse
As soon as I seen your straight
I ran and got the spoon and
Did the shit that you ain't take
I hated myself inside
And I still do
Up to this day
I hope that you can forgive me for
Involving you in my pain
I went o rehab to show you
We got to change
The devil lives in our veins and
Addiction is just his name
Writer: matthew gray
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