haze Video (MV)

There's so much smoke
In the room I choke
Don't know where it can from
Or am I just playing dumb?
Cause I lit the match
And played the game
Fueled the fire
And fanned the flame
Now I'm left here spiraling
It's my own doing
That I'm undone
Can't see the light
Through all this emotion
I'm tired of my body
Cause I've abused it
I'm tired of my mind
Cause I don't use it
And when I do I
Use it way too much
Overthinking's got me out of touch
I'm tired of my friends
Cause they ignore me
Makes me wanna move back home
Be with my family
And set ablaze all
The bridges I have built
But I can't live with that kind of guilt
So I'll just stay
And maybe one day
There'll be so many blue skies
I won't remember the grays
Open eyes tears fall
Down my face I bawl
Don't know how I got here
But it's pretty crystal clear
Cause I saw the water
Rushing quick
As I danced on a
Shaky bridge
One wrong step and I'd fall in
So after weighing
All of my options
I tripped myself and
Then I dove right in
I'm tired of my body
Cause I've abused it
I'm tired of my mind
Cause I don't use it
And when I do I
Use it way too much
Overthinking's got me out of touch
I'm tired of my friends
Cause they ignore me
Makes me wanna move back home
Be with my family
And set ablaze all
The bridges I have built
But I can't live with that kind of guilt
So I'll just stay
And maybe one day
There'll be so many blue skies
I won't remember the grays
I'll take it step by step
And page by page
One day there'll be so much daylight
I won't remember this haze
I won't remember this haze
I won't remember these days
I've got so much on the way
I won't remember these days
I won't remember this haze