If you really feel it you know that it's over
Life is nothing but a four leaf clover
Even in the hottest point im feeling so colder
Know I'll be there looking right over your shoulder
Just trying to feel power or just feel empowered
But then I run away just like a f*cking coward
Not making any sense but lately feeling tense
So I kneel down And say my repents
To a God I don't believe
A god I never see
I'm looking in the mirror how the f*ck could this be me
I'm trying to be happy I'm trying to feel free
So please just please just set me free
Light fade away survive another day
I guess it's just another way of simple faith
I'm hoping that you hear me
I'm hoping that you feel me
Hoping that you help me a show me the way
Because lately I'm feeling astray
And I miss you mom
I know you can hear all the pain in my song
And I'm sorry that the right feels so wrong
But I'm trying to stay strong
Just trying to stay strong so take me away
Cuz I'm trying to stay strong
Oh will you take me away to a better day until my skies are grey
Oh take me away to a better day
Til my skies are grey
Walking down the road alone and so cold
Your sitting trolling underneath the bridge of my soul
I've been trying to go but can't pay your toll
Cuz it's not the devil who I bartered my soul
It was you ever since I remember
Driving down the road on that fateful December
Purple eyes burning in Chambers
Locked so deep put the fire in slumbers
Till one day destroying my inner self
That was the day my soul was damned to hell
But the demons are screaming ringing the bell
Maybe I was an angel but that day I fell
So if you want listen to the story I will tell
Then you'll know why I need to be free
So please
Just let me free
Oh take me away to a better day until my skies are grey
Oh will you take me away to a better day
Til my skies are grey
You said you wouldn't do it
Not again this time
Now we're sitting all alone
And I write another rhyme
I cant pick up the phone
You Can't through me a bone
Do you even know what it feels like to be alone
Put yourself inside my shoes
What the f*ck you think you would you do
You wouldn't have a clue
Your turning black and blue
Can't take another breath
Avoiding me like death
But my heart it's beating the f*ck outta my chest
Ooooooooooooo
Skies are grey
Oooooooooo
Skies are grey
I'm a mask behind the smoke in the mirror as it shatters on the ground
And every morning I wake up it's a smile it's a frown
And I put a smile on but you know that it's fake
With every breath that you try to intake
With all these words that you try to inflate
Like blowing up a boat and trying to get away but she can't get away
Because i cant ever stray
Because I can't leave you here
And I can't leave you there
I don't know where we're going
But it can't be here
So I guess I'll just sit and I'll look in the mirror
And face the demon inside
Because it's the only thing that's keeping me alive
So is it really all that it seems
I keep afloat though I'm always drowning
I try to smile yet always I'm frowning
But he's always smiling
Just waiting for the crowning
For the demon is king the demon is me
But he is all tucked away until I set him free
And I guess we'll just wait I'll see him in my sleep
At least for today my soul I will keep
Until the day of release and the angels they weep
I never thought I would be
In this deep
So take me away