You gon' make my heart stop
Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here
It hit me when the mic dropped
I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear
I never wanna grow old
Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear
I'm smokin' out the window
Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear
If I break myself in two right now
I'll separate and feel out loud
Anxiety and pressure are my combination
Exploiting all the tragedy in human nature
I've got a million little scars I know will never heal...
Is it real?
You gon' make my heart stop
Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here
It hit me when the mic dropped
I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear
I never wanna grow old
Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear
I'm smokin' out the window
Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear
If I take a step towards you right now
I'll suffocate my words with doubt
My head is filled with alarm bell sounds
Is it sickness or is it human?
Am I bleedin' or have I drown?
You gon' make my heart stop
Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here
It hit me when the mic dropped
I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear
I never wanna grow old (old)
Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear
I'm smokin' out the window
Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear