My Goodbye Lullaby Video (MV)

The heart wants what it wants and for that I f*cking hate you
Egoistic, cutting relations, can you relate too ?
And if not, that's okay I only hope that you don't
Cause from here on out I promise you I won't
Just give in
To living
My life as a fool
Played with my heart girl you know that ain't cool
I knew you're worth treated you like a jewel
But you didn't know mine, treated me like a tool
Cuz I done had a lot of lies told, thought you were different
Claimed that you love me but I guess you really didn't
Cuz ain't none snatched my soul the way you did
Now look at you girl over here having a kid
Now I'm deep thinking
I keep drinking
These heavy bottles
No role models
To help with the pain
Girl just take my love and pour it down the drain
Man I f*cking hate it
Now I'm f*cking faded
Hate being sober
Wish we weren't over
Cause I can't replace you with these other girls
No I just want the one with the pretty curls
And the lovely smile
That drove me wild
And would always dial
Up all on my phone
Man how I wish that you would stay
But I guess things are better off this way
So

Run away, run away, run away, run away
Hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain
Run way, run away, run away, run away
Run away, just run away, run away and just hide the pain
Run away, run away, run away, run away
Hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain
Run away, just run away, run away, just run away
Hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain

Wanna restart
The part
Where I gave you my heart
Cause you sure left your mark
But would we still lose the spark
That brought us where we are, or should I say where we were
Lonely thoughts in my head only thinking about her
So what's it gonna cost
Cause I'm at a lost
Mind is cautious
Running out of options
Can't stay still
Should I pop a pill
Like I'm told by all my idols
Just wanna overdose and numb the f*ck out of my vitals
Rolled joints sure let me try those
True emotions yea let me hide those
Since forgetting you is too difficult
Miss your personality and physical
Another tear to shed that's too difficult
I'm losing hope I need a miracle
Just run away into the abyss
Can't show no love for the girl I miss
Girl you knew my past and knew it was fragile
But that didn't stop you from making me sad-child
Was supposed to be someone I could rely-on
Was supposed to be a shoulder I could cry-on
Not another name that Ima hate to hear
Wishing I could make you just disappear
Think I'm going crazy staring at my phone
Dreaming hell-a hard that she's coming home
But that won't happen
Hate being trapped in
Like a prisoner
I keep missing her
And I can't escape
Wanna go to sleep
Maybe never wake
Fell in too deep
With who you were
Ain't no one else
I would prefer
To call ask, how was your day
Laugh at my jokes and call me bae
Can't make you stay
So I'll

Run away, run away, run away, run away
Hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain
Run way, run away, run away, run away
Run away, just run away, run away and just hide the pain
Run away, run away, run away, run away
Hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain
Run away, just run away, run away, just run away
Hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain, hide the pain