Mostly Black Video (MV)

My disposition's mostly black
Outside I'm smiling that's a fact
But deep inside I'm dark as hell
If you only knew me you could tell

I don't want to see you die
I do
But there's something I despise
In you
I don't want to see you go
I know
But I want to hurt you slow
It's true

My deepest thoughts are very dark
My sense of humor leaves a mark
And you might think it's all a game
But I assure you I'm insane

I don't want to see you die
I do
But there's something I despise
In you
I don't want to see you go
I know
But I want to hurt you slow
It's true

Might Sound familiar I don't know
But you met the real me long ago
Outside I'm smiling that's a fact
My disposition's mostly black