Mierra - Nightmare Lyrics

I need help, emergency, I'm seeing red lights On these drugs, I'm gon' go up until I green
Out And I done gave my all, they gon' tear me down
With no problem, no issue I accept you did me wrong
Gotta move on, without or with you Tears flowing down the stream
You can see the beam in my eyes that I'm scared Not happy as it seems
It's hard to dream when my life's a nightmare, yeah, yeah
F*ck all that love, I ain't giving out jack, put my heart in a box
I'm sipping on codeine , lean and wock , lean and wock
Putting in time to myself, gotta make sure I'm good If I don't, nobody else will
Pain driving me crazy, I'm just steady praying That God'll come take the wheel
Know I'm unapproachable And a little stuck up, but don't take it the wrong way
Swear it ain't no personal shit, behind the scenes I just been going through a few things
That ain't no excuse, can't lie, I'm confused I'm trying my best just to maintain
My thoughts ain't been tame, I'm not who I was But still not pleased with who I then became
I been grinding, come straight from the bottom Making my way up, tired of crying
They say I'm heal in time i hope It don't take long
They don't understand, no, they ain't even trying Before they even ask, they gon' push me to the side, yeah
All I need is patience and a peace of mind I gave them love, but tell me when I'm gon' get mine
Cause when my thoughts stuck in my past, get hard to breathe But I guess I had to grow up
Niggas said I wouldn't be nothing, I guess I had to show them
Know one day I'll reflect on like how I made it this far
I'ma twinkle, take off, shoot and star they gone wonder where I'm are
I ain't interested in no Rolex, no AP, no Corleone I need some peace and I need some holding
I need a sheet cause my heart cold Knew theyll change, my daddy been told me
He said act like you know , I ain't know, stickin' to the code
Even though they switchin', holdin' in my feelings, got no one to listen
Gotta keep it tight, and my head ' right? Roll up and light , lay back, it'll be alright
F*ck all that love Ian givin' out jack, put my heart in a box
I'm sipping Codeine , lean and wock , lean and wock