Mierra - The Storm Far From Over Lyrics

Drive me insane
These thoughts been wreckin' my brain
I'm so drained
I'm so drained
Don't wanna talk
Or vent
Can't express
My feelings
Just know the storm far from over
And I shed enough tears to make up the ocean
Tryna go higher
I got this fire
No one to hold me when I'm tired
One moment I'm sane, next I'm cryin
I'm pullin' all the strings constantly trying
For my twin in the grave
Know, I'm gon' give you your flowers
After your funeral man I was stuck lookin' like now what
Too many scars to count but this one really did a number
Said she can't feel a thing wonder who the f*ck den numbed her
You don't love me so
Just let me go, why is you pullin' me closer
Yeen gotta open up, I got my closure
Wanna know how a broken heart can be broken
Mmm mmm
Gunnin',
Runnin'
No fun in bein' alone, yeah
Said all this pain den took a toll
I'm so fed up, it's about time I let it go
My old man ain't accept me and them whoopings was too hard
Felt I got beat up,
Ma stood up in his corner
I just wanted you to speak up
Went through some shit alone
You just swept in under the rug
That scarred me the most but that's some shit I just don't speak of
Said they did it out of love
Tell me why I still can't feel it
I ain't think me f*ckin' with bitches would cause y'all to treat me different
Wish I could say I experienced the same childhood as my siblings
Probably why I try to fill the void and find love in these women
But they ain't givin' it to me neither
Guess I'll never know the feeling
Everyone I love don't love me back and I can't seem to get it
Won't question myself they the one who missin' out
Family, friends, and relationships
I'm the best without a doubt
Tryna fit it all in one song
But really I can't
I'ma need a part two this a series of my pain
While I'm speakin' my mind
I manage to talk my shit
Everything I say gon' hit
Tell me if it's somethin' that I missed
When God call me home
Don't you dare go pick up the phone
Don't shed no tears
Don't make no post y'all treating me like a ghost when I'm still here
While it rain, I'ma write a letter and start it off with dear
Whoever
In the end, I got it together
I made it through the storm,
I den changed the weather
I'm seein' sunny days now this shit like Sesame Street
Goin' down another road now
Dancin', got happy feet
Woahh, woah,
Yeah yeah
Said I'm crashing the waves
I won't throw in the towel
Trouble don't last but a little while
Dont wanna talk
Or vent
Cant express
My feelings
Just know the storm far from over
Yeah