I f*cked up again
I gave in to my sin
I'm not safe in my skin
Life's a game I cannot win
I did not ask to play
I do not wish to stay
I am sick of this game
Please take my life away
Everything goes on and on
I have ways to make it fun
I still hate everyone
I can't wait till I'm done
Life still goes on and on
Even though it's not fun
Time to kill everyone
Have no love for anyone
I f*cked up again
I gave in to my sin
I'm not safe in my skin
Life's a game I cannot win
I did not ask to play
I do not wish to stay
I am sick of this game
Please take my life away
I have tried and cried so hard
How the f*ck did I get this far
I will never be the superstar
I see in my dreams with my scars
I don't know if I can play my part
With all these "f*ck you" scars
I am not a superstar
Only my own SuperScar
Come on, let's get high
Let's die a little inside
Erase all my pain
Erase all my shame
Oops, I did it again
I gave in to my sin
This is how I will win
We all die in the end
Come on, let's get high
Let's die a little inside
Time to smoke some weed and meth
Time to feel my my own death
I have tried and cried so hard
How the f*ck did I get this far
I will never be the superstar
I see in my dreams with my scars
I don't know if I can play my part
With all these "f*ck you" scars
I am not a superstar
Only my own SuperScar
Nothing matters anyway
Nothing will ever change
How do I leave this place?
How to find my safe space
I try and fill the gap
But it is never enough
So I fill it up with drugs
Now I know I am enough
I have tried and cried so hard
How the f*ck did I get this far
I will never be the superstar
I see in my dreams with my scars
I don't know if I can play my part
With all these "f*ck you" scars
I am not a superstar
Only my own SuperScar