haven't been the same since Video (MV)

I'd do anything to look good in pink tights
To look pretty under the bright lights
A new body could take me to new heights
People please as a way to survive
I don't care if a part of me dies
I just want to be someone you like

Now I'm shallow and sunken
All of me out and you're proud of it
I haven't been the same, haven't been the same, haven't been the same since
I haven't been the same, haven't been the same, haven't been the same since

Convinced that nothing is worse than taking up space in a room
Trust me I've tried the works, I'm still sewing up all of my wounds
Something about making me feel dumb really seems to get you off
I think it's all my fault letting go is harder than I thought

And my pulse is for you
'Cause you need control
You have a hold
And I haven't been the same since

Give my all but it's never enough
Your approval is all that I want
What makes me so hard to love

Now I'm shallow and sunken
All of me out and you're proud of it
I haven't been the same, haven't been the same, haven't been the same since
I haven't been the same, haven't been the same, haven't been the same since