I need a break from the pain, some kind of escape
Someone to hold me down before I break
Let my guard down, now I'm torn in two
Got me breaking down, like you always do
It's easy to run, but it's hard to stay
Guess I got addicted to the way you took the pain away
And I'm crashing down, can't find my way
Lost in the dark, I've lost my place
It's like you ripped my heart away
Now I'm spinning out of control, chasing highs to feel whole
I'm barely holding on, barely holding on
When you left, you took it all
Your words are stuck on replay, everything you say
Keeps running through my mind and I can't escape
Now I'm haunted by the ghost of what we used to be
Every word, every touch, is haunting me
You've got me tangled in my memories
You were my shelter, now I'm in the rain
You were my comfort, now I'm in the pain
It's easy to leave, but it's hard to change
Guess I kinda miss the way you took the pain away
Now I'm drinking to forget your name
Taking shots just to kill the pain
I've been up all night, I've been out of my mind
Lost in the night, tryna to feel alive
And I'm going down
Everything's spinning, I can't slow it down
I'm feeling empty, can't stop my heart from aching
It was all or nothing, yeah, I was all in, now I'm breaking
I wish I had some hope, some other way to cope
But I need something to dull the edge before I let go
And I'm slipping fast, losing my grip
Hanging by a thread, I can't handle it
It's easy to run, but it's hard to stay
Guess I got addicted to the way you took the pain away
Now I'm haunted by the ghost of what we used to be
Every word, every touch, is haunting me
You've got me tangled in my memories
You were my shelter, now I'm in the rain
You were my comfort, now I'm in the pain
It's easy to leave, but it's hard to change
Guess I kinda miss the way you took the pain away